Alternative

Is there an alternative universe where...

You didn't get sick?

You didn't die?

I don't let the doubt continue to swallow me up as I exhale these sullen sighs?

Is there an alternative life where...

I take more risks?

I am not afraid to embrace bliss?

I feel I am more deserving of happiness and not shambling on, feeling like I am less than this?

Is there an alternative way to say that...

I am enough?

I am tough?

I am tired of how my insecurities continue to call my bluff?

It simply will not do to *wish* things were different

The power is in the doing

The difference sits between in the willingness and desire